I’m great at control. Trust? Not so much. Surprised? How could a yoga teacher not embrace all that life has to offer with an open heart and unending faith in the Universe?
Easy. I’m human.
Remember eight days ago, when I wrote “I can kick adversity’s ass”? Well, I’m not really feeling it anymore.
A friend continues to remind me of Rumi’s words “the cure for the pain is in the pain.” To be honest, I find deeper comfort here:
Oh soul, you worry too much.
You have seen your own strength.
You have seen your own beauty.
You have seen your golden wings.
Of anything else, why do you worry?
You are, in truth, the soul, of the soul, of the soul.
It’s a scary thing, relinquishing control, opening myself to the possibility of disappointment or failure. But what can I do? My choices are limited. I can stagnate. Keep living the life I am living. Or I can hold tight to possibility, spread my wings and fly.