I taught my first Yin Basics Workshop yesterday at the California Yoga Center, my home studio. One hour of theory followed by an hour of practice. Nine beautiful yogis joined me.
Teaching a workshop requires a different skill set to teaching a class. I felt challenged by the task of explaining the theory and practice of Yin in sixty minutes and then further challenged by the questions raised by students coupled with my self-doubt.
It was a great afternoon.
And yet, this morning I’m convinced that despite the training I’ve completed, the workshops I’ve attended and the books I’ve read I really know nothing about Yoga. After thirty years of practice, my knowledge only scratches the surface of everything there is to know about how Yoga affects the body on a spiritual and cellular level.
It was a wake-up call.
Meanwhile, labels are beginning to irk me. I’m beginning to get the feeling that we’re all making it up as we go along.
During our workshop the question that is always asked was asked yet again: What is the difference between Yin Yoga and Restorative Yoga? I tried to answer by explaining my experience with the restorative class I attended two weeks ago (read about it here). The student asking the question – who is a yogi for whom I have great admiration – replied: “That wasn’t restorative. In my restorative classes we do eight to ten poses in an hour and hold them like we’re holding them today.”
And yet, at the end of my Restorative Yoga experience two weeks ago, I felt restored. So who’s to say it wasn’t restorative yoga? And maybe what she’s calling Restorative is really Yin? And does it really, really matter?
The truth is I want to feel restored at the end of any yoga practice. I want to feel connected. Grounded. Free of doubt and fear. I want to feel my blood moving and warm, living muscle tissue. I want to experience an ease of movement in my body, my spirit and my soul – as though I’ve come home to something I longed for.
That’s how yoga heals.